Not fat, but not perfect

I realized that I am so damn cute. I was the cutest kid ever. Screw my sibblings for making me feel like I was the fat one. They were so effing jealous! The only complaint about my body, right now. Okay- there's a few complaints. First and most visible- my stomach. Its just sticking out more than I'd like. Its gross- I look like I'm a few months pregnant and I do not want that. SO the stomach has to go. Secondly, as always, my thighs and butt- I just don't want them that big. I like my baggy skinnies. That's it and the only way, I'll be able to get back there- eat less. I eat way too much, now. I'm always hungry and wanna eat, everything. Its gross. I gotta, gotta, gotta eat less.

Wanting Ana

Feeling a little fat and gross. Not wearing baggy clothes, today. First time, in a while. i feel more free today, but when I look down and see that my stomach isn't flat, it grosses me out. It makes me kinda sad. Every day, I'm trying to eat less. I wanna get back down to 80.