Ana's return

Its been rough. I've kinda lost track with Ana, but am determined to lose all this f***ing weight. I'm looking into diet pills, and needa start drinking lots of tea again. I'm also starting to drink more coffee, but I needa buy a coffee maker. I'm very tight on money, which means I'm eating less. I really wanna lose 20 pounds. I wish I could do it before my boyfriend moves in.I'm skyping with him right now. I'll try to get the diet pills tomorrow, and some tea. I have diet coke at home, which I think I need right now, because I am exhausted. Does being pro-ana make me bad? I mean I just wanna be skinny. What's the big deal?