I wish they would stop staring

Yes, I'm fat and ugly. Take a fucking picture and move on. I wanna crawl into a hole and die. I hate this worthless life of mine. More weight. I just keep gaining. And i just wanna run away from it all I hate looking in the mirror, epecially when I dont have cothes on. Its all fat. I try not to eat, but I always fuck up. I tried diet pills and had a bad reaction. Right now, I wanna take al the pills in my house and curl u into a miserable little ball to die. I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling so alone and hurt. i really wanna die this time. No body cares. My boyfriend might have a brain tumor and if he does, its just another person to leave me. This time I wanna leave. I wanna leave them.