Less than 400

Less than 400 calories so far, today! Let's see if I can keep it up! I'm going to the mall, this afternoon, so it'll be hard. But I will be walking around, a lot, which means calories burning! I need to lose 8 lbs by the end of June- that's about 2 lbs a week. I should be able to do that. Today, I don't feel as anxious, so I shouldn't feel the need to binge. I still feel extremely depressed and can't stop thinking about suicide. I'm not going to do it, because I'm weak. Starving myself is a slow way to death, anyways. I just really hope that I can stick to it and lose all this fat. Then at least when I die, I'll be pretty, and maybe even perfect.